Vol. 14: Color Blind

you know, believe it or not, i have an unbiased opinion on interracial dating. im not gonna try to convince the world that IRRs (InterRacial Relationships) are the best thing to ever happen and u should go out and find a person from another race and date them and marry them. but just the same im not gonna beat anyone in an IRR over the head saying that they are a horrible person: cuz that would just be rude, not to mention it would make me a big ass hypocrite. but u know something. there is still, somewhat surprisingly, alot of animosity when it comes to blacks and whites dating. but among all these groups against IRRs, the majority is black women.

now please dont let my words full u. i love anything and everything about a black woman. there are very few things that have the charm, elegance, and class; the strength, mind, and spirit as a sista. however, when it comes to a black man dating a white woman, even the most charming black woman can show a truly ugly spirit. as chris rock said black women hate a black man dating a white woman more than a southern white man.

so why is that. chris made a joke about it, but im really starting to wonder what it is about BMand WW that just rattles ur cages. now, thankfully i havent got any heat because of ashley, but it got me thinkin back; not just with allison, but with every girl ive ever come in close encounters with.in other words, the girls who i started talkin to, or seriously considered talking to. heres the rundown on the hispanic ladies:

one cheated on me
another didnt trust me out of her line of sight.
another just dumped me for no good reason
one OD'd (r.i.p. gina)
and the latest (not u ashley) just wanted the goods

just to point out. ive never been one to hide when im in a relationship, or even seriously talking to someone. i mean whats the point of being in one if ur just gonna keep it to yourselves. so everyone in the world knew about these ladies. but funny thing is i never got any troubles or dirty looks for talking to them or kissing them or holding hands with them. now heres where it gets interesting. here are my sistas:

one cheated on me with my bestfriend (and about 4 of my other friends)

one just wanted the goods

one (and this still pisses me off)found out i liked her and put a restraining order against me

one broke up with me by gettin her brother to hold a gun to my head and tell me not to talk to her anymore

and the latest of the batch was just all around psychotic.

so with a record like that, both black and latina, i thought it was time to try "something new" (hmm...that sounds familiar). but the moment ppl found out i was with allison, i was a traitor. i hated black people. i didnt love my mother. now that, i thought to myself, was just rude. but u know, out of THREE white girls ive talked to in the 10 or so years that girls have got me giddy in my groin, ive never felt more appreciated, or loved by anyone outside of my family. because all i hear around me from my my ppl is "niggas aint shit. all niggas are dawg. imma go find me a white man" but when u see a white girl with a black guy, suddenly the script is flipped. suddenly ur mad cuz "these whites girls stealin our men" hmm....i wasnt ur man 2 years ago when i told u i likedu. i wasnt ur man last week when i asked u out. but suddenly im one of your men? bull.shit.on.that.

so what is it? do u just want black men to urselfs just so u can dog them, even the good ones?help me out. i dont even wanna know for me. i wanna know for all the other brothas who get problems and nasty looks when they walkin with their white girl.

just a thought for ya. oh and if i tagged u, im not labeling u as thinking like this. i just trust u to give me a decent opinion on the circumstances. even to throw a few jokes in there. lol

anyway till next time, peace love and eternal happyness (with whoever u may choose)

get off your AAS and rokk your body to its CoR.

iloveyou sweetness.

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Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 8:53pm on September 28th, 2008 i think everyone should be able to get up off they AAS and rokk they body to the CoR of their choosing. I don't care that you aren't dating someone of your own race, as long as you are happy and being treated right, and I love Ash, she seems like she wants everything you want from life and you two make each other very happy, and i do believe that the American spirit is all about LIFE, LIBERTY and THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS (not the movie) so unless these so called AMERICANS that are such a motherfuckin bully to the rest of the world and are so perfect like we a motherfuckin King of the world ass country and shit, how could they so called call for unity and shit then make a mockery of their own words as stated in the constitution or some shit, whichever document got that... Report - Delete

Ashley Sisson (Charlotte, NC) wrote at 7:48pm on September 29th, 2008 && of course im the token white girl tagged. =] Report - Delete

Deven Rokstarr Mauclair (Missouri) wrote at 10:55am on September 30th, 2008 are you going to put all of these into book form? lol. well as you know this is my area of expertise lol. jp. well about IIRs, im kinda in one. and i have no problem with it. the way i see it is this, honestly there arent a whole lot of good men left out there in our age range, at least if there are they arent in my eyesight, so when i find someone that im attracted to, our personalities mesh, we're good for eachother and especially if we get to the point of loving one another, does it really matter if their skin is a lighter color than mine? a guy in my class said "the is a racist society and blacks need to stick together"-true- but to be honest the way some young black Negroes have been acting lately (why r so many people getting shot?!?!?) i might start claiming to be Asian or something else. i stick with people who are a help and not a hinderance to my life. ok im goin back to bed. lol

Vol. 13: Bailing Out

this is hilarious. today, the Crypt Keeper--I mean Sen. John McCain--announced that because of the financial problems plaguing this country, he would be putting his campaign, and subsequently (tho not directly stated) the debate which will be taking place in two days time, on hold. minutes after, Barack Obama stated that he will continue campaigning because the country needs to understand where the two candidates are in this situation. probably more now than ever.

now this move by McCain could have been smart, had he done it with a little more class; do something drastic, highly publicized, and controversial, and see what ur opponent does. those are the rules of war. however there has been one thing that everyone seems to be missing. the debate.. the debate was just announced on yesterday, and now, today, nearly 2 weeks after this financial collapse took place, he "decides that it is the right move to go back to Washington to support the Senate." now there is some truth to that. yes, it is probably a good idea for the senators as well as the House Reps to meet and devise an effective course of action in order to expedite this meltdown as quickly as possible. however, i dont think that being part of the crowd should be the main concern of the Presidential candidates. in other words, this wall st disaster has given McCain a scapegoat to postpone a debate that has been put off already for damn near the whole election season. all this is is a bail out. neither one of them, and Obama agrees, needs to rush back to Washington for this decision. the people need to know exactly where these two potential leaders stand with this issue, along with the SEVERAL other issues this country has. they need to debate. but McCain and just about the rest of the country knows that once this debate takes place it will be over and done with for the Republican nominee.

this whole financial thing is just funny. sad and scary, but funny.i think Tony Montana said it best:
"you know what capitalism is? gettin' fucked!"

just a thought.

so till next time, peace, love, and eternal happyness.
get off ur AAS and rokk your body to its CoR.

iloveyou sweetness.

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Christopher J. Pennant (Bradley) wrote at 1:51pm on September 25th, 2008 In arguments, this tactic is called "changing the subject." And Mr. O'Drama did the right thing by quickly agreeing that this is a crisis, but that's precisely why the American people need to hear what we would and are going to do. Point goes to the Man from Hyde Park. 15-Love. -Chris

Vol. 12: Fearless

yes i am really up at 4 in the morning writing ANOTHER note. what can i say. when ur on a roll, ur on a roll. and seeing as how i havent wrote a decent MILF installment in a minute, i thought i was due. this one is about phobias.but it wouldnt be a MILF if it wasnt IGNANT! these phobas arent the common, well known crazy identifiers. these are the most rediculous ones ive heard of. ill explain why its about phobias at the end. well it wont really be an explanation but kind of a...idk. ull see. im too tired to think beyond what i have to write.just a note: these are REAL phobias. i found them on a few sites, so they are legit. best ones are bolded. so let the rambling commence!


Russophobia- Fear of Russians
Sinophobia- Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.
Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat. (i couldnt have this. Rufus is my homie!)

Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathers.
Pediophobia- Fear of dolls
Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases.

Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge
Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing.

Consecotaleophobia- Fear of chopsticks.
Dendrophobia- Fear of trees.
Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.

Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.

Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news.
Eurotophobia- Fear of female genitalia (couldnt have this one either. mm. ashley....its call my name =])
Genuphobia- Fear of knees (I DO NOT HAVE THIS!!!)
Geliophobia- Fear of laughter.

Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis (thats just...wrong)
Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.

Lutraphobia- Fear of otters.
Melophobia- Fear of music
Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.

Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams.
Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything (well i guess that just covers all the bases)
Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words. (...like for real. u wouldnt know u had this cuz ud be to afraid to read the damn thing)
Hobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars
Hylophobia- Fear of forests.

Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms
Leprophobia or Lepraphobia- Fear of leprosy.
Leukophobia- Fear of the color white.

Levophobia- Fear of things to the left side of the body.
Linonophobia- Fear of string
Logophobia- Fear of words

but were not done yet. now comes the"the fuck u on?" list lol

Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing (nasty bastards)
Aerophobia- Fear of swallowing air
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up

Anemophobia- Fear of wind
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers
Barophobia- Fear of gravity

Basophobia- Fear of walking
Blennophobia- Fear of slime
Bogyphobia- Fear of the bogeyman

Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors
Chaetophobia- Fear of hair

Chionophobia- Fear of snow
Chromatophobia- Fear of colors
Chronophobia- Fear of time

Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks
Cibophobia- Fear of food
Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed

Dendrophobia- Fear of trees
Eosophobia- Fear of daylight (vampires!)
Ereuthophobia- Fear of the color red

Geniophobia- Fear of chins
Heliophobia- Fear of the sun( so whats the difference between this and the daylight one?)
Homichlophobia- Fear of fog

Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep
Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish
Ideophobia- Fear of ideas

Kainophobia- Fear of anything new
Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables

Melanophobia- Fear of the color black
Metrophobia- Fear of poetry
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories

Octophobia- Fear of the number 8
Ommetaphobia- Fear of eyes
Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams

Ophthalmophobia- Fear of opening one’s eyes
Papyrophobia- Fear of paper
Peladophobia- Fear of bald people(they are kinda creepy if their head is lumpy)

Photophobia- Fear of light
Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking
Pogonophobia- Fear of beards

Sciophobia- Fear of shadows
Selenophobia- Fear of the moon
Siderophobia- Fear of stars

Sitophobia- Fear of food
Sophophobia- Fear of learning

so as for the purpose...there are all these retarded reason people are scared but i didnt see one. something that alot of people are afraid to do but sometimes wont admit it.if it were up to me id call it "amorophobia" fear of love.

i heard itin ur voice, tonight. ur scared. deep down i can feel it. when u said the distance doesnt matter, that was a dead giveaway. u still do, but u dont know if u should. its confusin u and its a maybe cuz u want to but u dont want to. and i get that. tomorrow, well later today, ill show u exactly why u shouldnt be afraid.

anyway, till next time peace love and eternal happyness
no combo today but KRISTAL U BETTER START COMMENTIN ON MY NOTES! u been slippin

iloveyou sweetness

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Edwina Toka Jackson (TN State) wrote at 11:00am on September 21st, 2008 wow I learned somethin new lol

Vol. 11: Get Used To It

ok first off, im not gay. this is me not coming out of the closet to secretly express my gayness to the word. trust me, i am 100% hetero-sexual. case in point, ashley. everytime i think about her, when im not thinkn about how much i love her im thinkin about...well....u get the idea. anyway back to the subject.

i was reading this article on human origins for my social science homework that i have yet to finish and is due in 4 hours and 45 minutes, but i came on this startingly realization. well ill give yall a quik vocab lesson before i get into it.

the word sexual has several meanings; pertaining to sex or the sexes (i.e. gender--male and female), involving sexual reproduction, and of course orientation or distinction.

the word homo literally translates as man, not human. human comes from the latin derivative humanus.

so when u put both of those together( homo and sexual that is) u get a literal translation "pertaining to sex [with] man" now heres the interesting part.

the prefix homo does not distinguish between sexes. in fact it categorizes all humans, both male and female, as being of the species of man (homo sapiens). so if u take theliteral sense of the word homosexual, u get "sex with man" not "sex with a man.

so it left me wondering: "if thats the case, shouldnt all people who are sexually attracted to another person be considered homosexuals?" is homosexual just another way to cast out those who are different, similar to racial slurs?

i understand that it helps like minded people identify with one another as do the words "black" "hispanic" and the like do for their respective groups. but, knowing this, should we all classify ourselves as homosexuals? not necessarily "queer" but identifying with the love of man?

just a thought.

anyway, till next time, peace love and eternal happyness
get off your AAS and rokk your body to its CoR

iloveyou sweetness

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Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 2:16pm on September 19th, 2008 You think too much. Get a nice safe activity that makaes u stop thinking so much. Smoke weed like a normal dude (JUST KIDDING :])

Vol. 10: Must Be Nice

ok. i was about to do a quik MM until my mom sent me to the store and i accidentally heard this crap. on the great radio station B96, they were talkin about the Hills stars, idk why cuz i came in halfway thru but the part i was like "what the fuck" on was these unbelievably talented stars' salaries so heres the breakdown:

Stephanie (Spencer's sister) makes 8 grand per episode
Lauren aka "Lo" (you know, laurens bff but is the enemy of Audrina(yea i watch the show)) makes $10,000 per episode, as does Brody, the would-be lover of Lauren (LC)
but it gets better. Whitney, LC's co-worker/best friend makes $20,000 per episode
Heidi and Spencer, the two most loserish people ive ever had the pleasure of not meeting make $65,000 per episode

now are u ready for the phenom herself? Lauren Conrad, better known as LC from the equally inspiring show "Laguna Beach" makes a very impressive $75,000 per episode.

now, i may be mistaken but werent these people rich before they started on The Hills? i mean, didnt spencer have a bmw when he left Laguna? now theyre making more money in 30 minutes than some people make in a year. and for what? to go about there day as they typically would, and let someone film it? shame on u MTV. shame on u.

anyway. till next time peace, love and eternal happyness

iloveyou sweetness

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Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 8:00pm on September 18th, 2008 Thats some bullshit, so they get money to live their life? DAaaaaaaaaAAAAAaaAAaaamn... So im connecting with a kid that i just so happened to been in 1st grade with, and we never was in the same school again, never spoke to him again... until now im talking to him, but he still in NC

Vol. 9: Sarah

first off, no this isnt a note of me declaring my love for some girl named sarah. yall know better than that. this, my dearest readers, is dedicated to the idea of Sarah Palin. i used the word idea because thats exactly what she is. shes the idea of what McCainiacs think americans want to see in a female VP. however her current situations have taken this small town, FIRST TERM governor from Alaska from humble submissiveness to having more spotlight than her running mate.

i was gonna leave her alone because she does have so many critics, but this news that i just got a few minutes ago, i just had to say something. and the fact that today is the anni of 9/11, i felt political.

ok, so allegedly, the real father of Bristol Palin's unborn child is a guy named Kevin. kevin is originally from LA, but he went to alaska with his uncle(who works on the pipeline) last summer. kevin, met bristol, spent the summer with her and "had an intimate relationship, in which we [kevin and bristol] conceived a child" so u ready for the best part? our dear friend kevin....is black. i mean this thing just keeps getting better and better!!!! if u dont believe me, refer to the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VELIG92GDXw. thanks to Steven Pargett for the message.

now on to my question: can anyone tell me when the Republican party became so libral and understanding of not only premarital sex but children out of wedlock? OH. the better question is: when did they start supporting interracial relationships? it seems that because shes the VP Candidates child, its acceptable. its like everyone is saying "aw, its so cute that the jesus freak Vp's daughter is pregnant at the age of 17, with a man who doesnt want to marry her. everyone should support her" excuse me but that is bullshit. u wanna know what i think? i think that if this was one of Obama's daughters, knocked up in high school and before marriage, this election would be over. no if ands or buts about it. but no, thats not the case. the republicans are doing everything they can to make it look like this is a joyous occasion to be celebrated. McCain has dug himself in a hole and its very unlikely he'll be able to get out.

and now i come to the Down syndrome baby. im not gonna go all out for this one, because its wrong to put this baby out on the spotlight, but i do not think in the least bit that that child is Sarah Palin's. that baby is bristol's. for one major reason. after it was born, bristol took five months off high school due to "mono". Sarah was back at work three days later. am i the only one who thinks thats just a little.....odd?

no matter how u look at it, the republicans have no real chance of gaining ground without using some underhanded, fuck shit technique or trying to play to ppls emotions. they have not discussed how they plan to implement any of the changes that they have discussed....wait what are the changes? just a little food for thought.

anyway till next time, peace love, and eternal happyness.

Get off your AAs and rokk your body to its CoR.

iloveyou Sweetness

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Steven Josef Pargett (Florida A&M) wrote at 7:39pm on September 11th, 2008 props for paying attention to whats goin on in the world! Report - Delete

Joe Scannell wrote at 7:54pm on September 11th, 2008 You based your entire "attack" paragraph (the second one) off of something that is ALLEGEDLY true. Ergo, no merit to any of your arguments. Report - Delete

Donavan Blankman MadDawg Williams wrote at 8:01pm on September 11th, 2008 i said allegedly because while we dont know if it is true, we dont know if its not. however, the proof he knows her is substantial. so the next question would be: why put yourself out in the spotlight randomly by saying you willingly participated in premarital sex? Delete

Edwina Toka Jackson (TN State) wrote at 10:57pm on September 11th, 2008 Wow i didnt know that Bristol baby father was Black lmao. Man but i do agree with you if that was one of Obama's children it would have been a wrap, but u know that saying (i'll message it to you, it might offend lmao) Report - Delete

Lorenzo Patrick (Williams) wrote at 6:27am on September 12th, 2008 This woman literally spews bullshit every time she walks on stage. It shows the general stupidity of the American public, b/c she is NOT really for ANYTHING she talks about on the campaign trail.......now it should make sense why the McCain people won't let her out of their sight. Report - Delete

Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 12:46pm on September 12th, 2008 The fact that she user her problems seems like a ploy to show that just cuz she's white and she's republican she can be... "normal" too. Like people think that oh cuz she got race problems and teenage baby problems and she's froma small town it's like they trying too hard, you know? He trying to rake in every ground he could possibly try and cover. The teenage parents, the parents of handicapped kids, the women, the "little people" it's not workin, I don't think any of that applies when it comes to the world. I hate to say it like this, but no matter what goes on in her personal life, IT IS HER LIFE. That really don't have anything to do with her campaign and how she is gonna benefit fit the people. So the fact that she got these problems just like some of the common people, that has nothing to do with her plans for office. I don't think they should be pushin her personal life out into the open, cuz we don't care. OBAMA: Even if he ain't the best candidate (not saying that he ain't, cuz to me he is) he's Better than McCain and Palin. Alaska sucks as a state anyways. Except they have Polar Bears, and Polar Bears kick ASS. i♥polarbears

Vol. 8: Call Me Nasty Redux

for those of u who havent had the pleasure of reading Call Me Nasty when it was first up, im doin u a favor.
for those of you who have read it, again im doin u a favor.
point is, i think people have may have forgotten who the fucks i REALLY am. the sappy love notes to ashley, yea thats me, but only one part of me. im sorry but i am a freak. ashley has definitely become a witness to that. so, being thats how it is, i think that its about time to reintroduce everyone to the dirty nasty donavan, that is known and loved. this subject is gonna cover all three series, ending with an AAS of course. but in order to fully understand and grasp the concept and message, the reading order should be MILF, CoR and AAS. enjoy, and dont get too moist =]

ladies. if your man does not eat pussy, you need to stop fuckin with bitch niggas. why am i writing a note about eating pussy? because real niggas eat pussy. so if you are a real, pussy eatin nigga, congratulations and keep doing what you do.

so to all the non pussy eatin bitch niggas of the world, i ask these questions: do you find that your woman no longer has the same sparkle in her eye she once had? do you and your woman argue over the simplest things? do you listen to your woman compare your relationship to that of her friends, who have real pussy eatin niggas? eat some pussy and see if it helps the quality of your mutha fuckin relationship.

im not going to tag any guys in this because i dont want to make anyone feel insecure but if you are a nigga and you have read passed the first paragraph, chances are you...are a non pussy eatin bitch nigga. and dont try to stop now cuz youre already interested, so you might as well take some notes. if you would like to strengthen your relationship by becoming a real pussy eatin nigga here are some key facts you must adhere to:

1. same rules you have about getting your dick sucked apply to eating pussy: no teeth. pussy is tissue, and it is fragile. if you want to please your womans pussy, do not tear it up in the process

2. do not spit on it: this is a no brainer; if you are successful at the task at hand, the need for spit will not be necessary as the pussy will already be wet enough to do what you need to do. and whats more, thats nasty

3. cut your fingernails: this is for the advanced pussy eaters who want to upgrade to the level of pussy pleasers (for those who have passed the previous steps). as i said, pussy is tissue; nails will scratch and harm the delicacy that is the pussy. this applies for outer and inner pussy pleasure

follow these steps and it is gauranteed that whatever disagreement, whatever, fight, or whatever dispute you and your woman have had will be forgotten when you bend down and part her thighs. bitch niggas. to check to see if you are doing the job properly, pay attention to your womans body movements; if her legs, fingers, and toes are not in a relaxed state, chances are you are doin the pussy justice.

ladies. if your man reads this and still remains to be a bitch niggas and not allow you to sit on his face, please feel free to sit on me. i am more than a pussy eater however. i am a pussy pleaser. a woman will look like shes fresh out the dishwasher: itll be spick, span, and sparkling. i promise you if you are latina, ill have you speakin french. if you are polish, ill have you speakin german. and if you are atheist, ill have you speakin in tongues.

round 2 comin up
iloveyou sweetness.

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Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 3:35am on September 9th, 2008 Ummm.... yeah.... I'm your friend and all.... I love ya bro bro... BUT I DONT WANNA HEAR/THINK OF YOU FACE FIRST IN SOME GIRLS PLACENTA!!! LOL you so nasty, silly guy! I think imma sit this one out... and maybe the next one. Report - Delete

Edwina Toka Jackson (TN State) wrote at 10:47am on September 9th, 2008 I REMEMBER THIS LOL Report - Delete

Donavan Blankman MadDawg Williams wrote at 11:11am on September 9th, 2008 lmao i know. hopefully there wont be any fuckery comments this time around lol Delete

Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 10:06pm on September 9th, 2008 What u mean? What happened sweetheart :( Talk to Kristal, talk to Chinky, Talk to ME And all my other various alter egos

Vol. 7.5: Education and Happyness part. 2

25 minute walk
10 minute wait
20 minute train ride
another 10 minute walk
40 minute bus ride
ANOTHER 10 minute bus ride
and a 5 minute walk
grand total: 120 minutes
time spent in class: 70 minutes.

oh and did i mention it was raining. pouring actually. so today i had the pleasure of experiencing this accompanied by a wet dog feeling, not to mention that whole squishy water between ur toes feeling. and for what? just so i can say "look at me. im conforming. im doing what society tells me i have to do because this piece of paper will determine my life." PSYCHE. im sorry but like i said in the last edition, money cant buy happyness. now granted, it will damn sure buy a smile every once in a while, but the key factor is that in the end, when its time to meet ur maker, what u gon do? bribe him. u can have all the money in the world but not do anything worthwhile with it.

and whats more is that 90% of ppl will use these degrees to make somebody else richer. im sorry but i cant use my time and energy to help someone else make $2000 an hour while i only make 20. thats not for me. it may be for some, and more power to u, but why help others when u cant even help feed your family. i need it to be for something worth while. i need to help others better themselves so when i walk home to ashley (*sigh*...one day) and she says hey how was ur day i can say

"well baby, today i noticed that we had excess money from the club so i decided to give all the moms at the apartment* a check for extra groceries and school supplies."

ahh. now doesnt that sound like something worthy of a paycheck? but maybe thats just me

*i have a dream on buying an apartment complex and opening it up exclusively for single moms. since im a product of that, i want to help them find resources and provide their kids with a positive environment.

anyway, till next time, peace love and eternal happyness(however that may be)
dont cry over spilled MILF. just get off ur AAS and keep it movin

iloveyou sweetness

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Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 3:28am on September 9th, 2008 That's SOOOOO Awkward that you say that... I have had a dream of doing the same thing, but with homeless people. Kinda like a shelter, but some of the conditions is that you can only be there a limited time, and you have to be doing something constructive to get you back on your feet, like education or learning a trade.

Vol. 7: Education and Happyness

i cant believe that in the span of a week, AAS has caught up to MILF. well obviously the reason is simple. im head over heel.s but thats not what this note is about. well its not really about it.

friday in my social science class, we started a debate and we kinda got on the subject and this question: would you rather be educated and unhappy or a happy fool? now at first my response without hesitation was to be educated. but i was trying to get around the unhappy part. i couldnt find a way to tho. i mean granted some people thrive on education to satisfy themselves. to each his own. i can personally relate because i used to think that education would lead me to a high paying job and i would be successful and rich and all that stuff. but as i got older i realized that its all just....stuff. its a piece of paper that leads u to more pieces of paper and a big house and i nice car and all that, well literally, stuff. i used to believe that having money and an education would make me a happy person. but as i got older i started getting wiser

whats the purpose of all that material crap if u cant share it with anyone? u cant sleep with a diploma. money cant keep u warm at night. ok maybe it can with heat, but yall know what i mean. my life needs to mean more than that. i need a family. my life would be extravagant and luxurious and all those other words that mean good, but i would be alone. i mean think about all the people that spend their whole lives in school or working. i mean literally, they dont have time to enjoy life because they think that a diploma and dead presidents will bring people to them. but i mean who would want people around them who are only around because they have money. what ever happened to wanting a legacy? bejamin franklin cant continue ur dream. HES DEAD. and whats more, once u die, that money is gone. who wants that?

now dont get me wrong saying all this. i do want my education. its very very important to me. but i would rather be happily foolish. i know this sounds bad but sometimes i think too much, and honestly, when i do think to much, it brings stress, frustration, and agony. for example, me and ashley. if i didnt think about all the variables and all that stuff, i wouldnt be in the position im in. we would still be talking about how much we love each other, and i would be going about my day without a care in the world because i was happy.

oh and then, there are alot of people who have degrees and, according to Kanye "be still stupid"
ppl that went to harvard and yale and oxford now workin as security guards and janitors. the fuck? what kinda life is that. u spend all that time workin on a medical degree and then u become a cashier at aldi's? dumbass.

my whole point is that with me, i couldnt possibly sacrifice happyness just to get a piece of paper. yes it opens doors. yes it gives u many opportunities, but at what cost? honestly i think its against gods will to do something like that. god meant for us to continue the species. nowhere in there does it say, isloation is the key to happyness. im sorry. i cant do that.

anyway, till next time, peace love, and eternal happyness (however that may be)
just get up off ur AAS and bang that MILF next door already

iloveyou sweetness.

3 comments

Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 9:54pm on September 7th, 2008 I TOTALLY AGREE!!! School is degrading to me, it's a waste of my gov't lack of money and my precious precious time. Although I have no cool skills that could get me higher in life than Taco Bell, but you have CEOs of Fourtune 500 companies that have High School diplomas and rappers with less than that with money, so just because Education makes money slightly more obtainable, just becuase you don't have that education, doesn't make money impossible. Thats what the lottery is for. Although I dont play the loettery, I have better things: like DREAMS. I wanna be... Hmmm I don't know how to put what I want to be, but you know basically what it is, I want to be a famous promoter/ Public Relationist. Siah is really bout to come up soon, like for reals so I wont be stuck in this loveless hell hole of a capital city anymore, soon i'll be with someone i love... in Atlanta. (Yeah, there's somebody) PS: How can I bang the MILF next door if I live next door to boys? Report - Delete

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Kristal Nicole (Chattanooga, TN) wrote at 8:01am on September 8th, 2008 That's whats up. I gotta find the MILF just like i gotta find the hot Indian Chick from 2girls1cup LMFAO Who's with me?